sarcasm. such a storng word.pretendpretendpretend.
haii. ang hirap pag ganun:( un bang, ung taong mahal mu, may
tinatago, o di kaya'y nagkukunwaring masaya.:(
haii:( hindi q nalalaman na nasasaktan q na pla ung taong un:(haii:(

may sakit aq ngaun..
sakit sa puso:( kaz may nawawalang parte eh..
haaii:(
asan kya ung isang parte?:(
miss na miss q na un:(
i feel so incomplete:(
help:(

anlupet nila lhat..


bamboo, idol ira, nathan, at vic..


lupet sobra:(


wooh!

sana mka2g2g din kmi ng ganun:(haii..

TIGNAN nio ang isang 2. sa sobrang elibs k bamboo.
TUMBAH!

sori sa laht ng gnawa q:( kaz nasakatan kita:(
wag na umiyak ha:(

buhay na q mga tsong at tsang.. namiss q ang pagpost d2..
un lng..
bgla aqng tnamad..
kya bbye na

"oi flaviano! may dalaw ka!"
yan ang inaantay qng marinig kay warden..
haii.. 2weeks na q d2 sa bilangguan.. ang hirap..
pero masaya.. un ngah lng mahirap din minsan.. parang mahirap ang maging masaya..
parang ganun..
pero masaya parin kaz may mga kakosa aqng malulupet..
un ngah lng, iba prin ang kaibgan..
haii..
namimis q na ang aking mga kaibgan..
kelan kaya sila dadalaw?hmm..
haii..
buti pa si jc..
kahit gago dnadalaw pa nia q..

nananawagan po aq sa mga katropa qng ndi aq dnadalaw..
fred,mike,rodz,kirk,pogs,randel,pen,cabs,ro,ivan,bernie,nico,erroll,arco..
dalawin nio naman aq khit minsan lng.
:(
ang hirap makulong noh.. it gets lonely:(

ang nanay qng malupet..
ang nanay qng malupet..
ang nanay qng malupet ay sobrang malupet..
astig ang nanay qng malupet..
kaya q xa mahal eh..
un ngah lng..
lagi aqng pnapagalitan ng nanay qng astigin..
pero aus lng,,
alam q nmn na isa aqng pasaway na anak..
mahal parin nia q khit marami na qng nagawang masama sa kanya..
mahal parin nia q khit pnapaiyak q xa lagi..
ibang klase talaga ang nanay q..
parang superhero..
un ngah lng..
ndi xa nakakalipad at
wala xang super strength..
sayang.
pro astig parin ang mami q..
khit simple lng..
masayang kasama..
mahal na mahal q ang aking inay..

*bow*

girl, you are like summer rain soft and warm and delicate and i am a foolish boy tryin' to catch every drop of you on my tongue.. but there's just too many and i can't get enough.. you're inches from my fingertips i've come as close as i can get i'm reaching but the rest is up to you. cause i don't ever wanna miss being here with you like this i'm trying but it's all that i can do. i'm reaching but the rest is up to you.. girl you are the morning sky glowing calm with burning light and as i am waking up you paint your reflection in my eye(i) wonder if you've noticed i can't look away.. you're inches from my fingertips i've come as close as i can get i'm reaching but the rest is up to you. cause i don't ever wanna miss being here with you like this i'm trying but it's all that i can do. i'm reaching but the rest is up to you.. and you say, so you say it's a brilliance meant to fade love is wild like a fire burning underneath the rain but this is not the same...

HOY! kaninong pangalan ang nakasulat sa brief q! tae!

kanino tong pangalan na to?! bkit hindi pangalan q ang nakasulat dito sa brief ko?!sa brief qng malinis at mabango! ahh! nakakapikon! bkit may ibang pangalan sa brief q?! dapat pangalan q ang nakasulat di2 pero hindi!hindi!hindi! iba ang pangalan na nakasulat sa brief q! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! kapikon!

.. teka..

kwarto pala ni inday 2..

ayy.

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wahaha!

sa wakas may ISTARBUKO na sa southmall!

yes!

sarap!

GUS2 q na bumili ng BUKO JUICE!haha.

long live ISTARBUKO!

i love you? anu ba ibig sabhin nun? parang andali lng sabhin nun ah. dibah? tsaka parang andali nmng sabhin na "this person doesnt know the meaning of love". diba? anu ba ang pagibig? ikaw? alam mu ba? aq, ndi q masasabi na im experiencing TRUE LOVE (if thats what they call it) ryt now.. bka kaz sabhin ng ibang tao na "immature pa toh, kala nia na ganun lng ang love".. pero alm ba nila ang pnagdadaanan q? alam ba nila ang gnagawa q para sa taong minamahal q? ndi nmn diba?.. pero aaminin q.. im a happy-go-lucky guy.. puro kalokohan.. tinatawa lng ang problema.. walang pakeelam sa mundo.. pero nakita na ba nila ang "serious side" q? d pa diba..

pero anlakas nmn nila mabintang..haii.. mabuti nlng na gumawa aq ng tulangmalupetnamayguhitsapuwet, so that i wont feel so LOW, i wont feel like DUST.. e2 na.. on my mark.. get set.. GO..





e2 nnaman aq..

sumasakit nnmn ang ulo..

bkit kaya? sumasakit ang utak ng katulad q..

ng katulad qng tanga?

hmmm..

may utak pala aq? akalain mu un?

may laman pala ang ulo q maliban sa hangin at toyo..

ngah pla..

masarap ang icecream pag may toyo..

lalo na pag kasama mu sa pagkain ng "toyo-flavored icecream" ang isa pang baliw..

tpos may gus2 ka pa dun sa baliw na kasama mu..

ay..

ndi lng gus2..MAHAL mu pala ung baliw..

ung baliw na un..

ang galing noh?

isang tanga at isang baliw nainlub sa isatisa..

ay mali pala..

ung tanga lng ang may gus2 sa baliw..





haii..

ang mahal...bkit ang mahal? mahal q talaga xa eh.. ung aking bubble... ung bubble na ubod ng cute..un ngah lng.. ngamahal na... nagmahal na ang bubble q.. ang bubble qng cute.. tumaas na kaz ang presyo ng bigas at karne.. at beer.. bkit? bkit tumaas? tumaas ang presyo ng bigas? yan tuloy.. ndi na q makabili ng bubbles:( haii.. mas mabuti nlng cguro magkunwari...magkunwaring masaya.. para sumaya.. sumaya ang bubble qng malungkot.. ok lng khit aq ang nssaktan:(

ok na q!:) ansaya q bigla:) knina bad3p aq:) pero ok na q bigla:)
salamat ssa reggae music!:) aaaaaaaaaaaaansarap ng feeling!:)
salamat salamat salamat!:) woooooooooohhooooooooooooo!:) ansarap ng feeling ng masaya:)
MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC!:) mahal na mahal q c joana at ang MUSIC!:)haha..
musicmusicmusic wer have u bin all this tym!:) ansaya!:)wooohooo..
jah bles us ol!:)
SA MGA BAD3P jan! MAKINGIG LANG KAU NG REGGAE PARA SUMAYA:)
mahal kita joana

is this what you call "MABABAW"?













then why do i feel like im drownin?:(

parang pansit na madiling MAPUTOL! gets?:(

e2 na ang post na seryoso.. haii.. alam nio.. mahirap ang umasa... aq kaz.. laging ganun.. umaasa.. minsan may mabuting naidudulot ang paghihintay.. un nga lng panu kung umaasa ka lng sa wala.. masakit diba? parang nagbgay ka ng baso ng tubig sa taong mahal mu, tpos bgla nia bnasag (ON PURPOSE!):( dba ansakit? haii.. ung mga promises nio sa isatisa ndi nia natutupad
:(khit ndi nia cnasadya, masakit parin:( intindihin nlng.. un lng naman ang gnagawa q lagi eh.. pero may mga mali din nmn aq:( un ngah lng.. sana icpin din nia na nasasaktan din aq:(

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nung unang panahon, wala pang SAGING..
tpos.. bglang may tumubong kkibang halaman sa bakuran nila JUAN..
ang sabi ni JUAN nung nakita ang halaman, "ano 2? parang saging ah"..
tpos dun nagsimula ang saging

narinig mo ba ang salitang "MARIANOG"?!
o d kaya, nasabi noi na ba ang marianog?!
o narinig?
o natikman man lng?!
eeeeeeeeeeeew!
ndi nio ba alam ang marianog ay isang npakasamang kendi?!
yuck!
kadiri ang MARIANOG! mas kadiri pa sa gatas ng asong marmaming dede!
yuck!
ndi q alam kung bkit ganun ang marianog!
wala nmn aqng gnagawang masama ah!
bakit aq pnaparusahan ni gloria?! ahhhhhh!
ang marianog...

knockknockknock..
oi may tao ata!
matignan ngah..
kung ang kumakatok ay isang tanga..
tangang katulad ni inday,
ni indaybadoooooday....
ay baduy... ang baduy..
ang baduy ng pangalan mo...
pag...
pag nakabaliktad...
sa kwarto...
sa kwarto ni presidenteng macapagal...
na ndi tumatangkad..
pero bakit wala na taung bigas?
cguro pinakain nia sa mga aso niya..
sa mga aso niyang mataba.. na may ulo ng unggoy...
pero panu na ang mga aso nmin?
wala na clang makakain...
kawawa nmn cla..
paq pangulong gloria!

Take time to realize That your warmth is crashing down on me.....Take time to Realize..That I am on your side Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you.. But I cant spell it out for you No its never gonna be that simple No I cant spell it out for you If you just realize, what I just realized Then we’d be perfect for each other and we’ll never find another Just realize what I just realized, we’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now Take time to realizeOh oh, I'm on your sideDidn't I, didn't I tell youTake time to realizeThis all can pass you by..Didn't I tell you Its not the same, no its never the same If you don’t feel it tooIf you meet me half way, If you would meet me half wayIt could be the same for you...

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wer do i get my so called "INSPIRATIOn"?
the heart of every chord i play on my guitar..
the life of every tune hummed..
the emotion of every single word i write on my notebook..
hir i go again..
senti?
maybe...
anyway..inspiration?...
do i still have that so called "life"?
is SHE still with me?
i hope so...
bring back my song..
pls..

haii... e2 nnmn,, ano ba problema? tae..
taetaetaetaetaetae.. BD3P.. gantihan? ganun ba un?
itatawa q nlng to.. pnapaselos ata aq eh..
alam nmn na seloso... mas lalo pang pnipikon.


BAD3P:(

..ang remora..ang remora..
isa ba xang parasite o isa ba xang isda?
ndi ata isda ang remora.. may pagka "parasiteISH" lng..
pero xur aq na hindi i2 isda..
marunog kumanta ang remora at mag"kagat-labi"..
at marunong din maggitara..
maparhythm man o mapalead..
mahilig magpaikot at mahilig din magskala..
marunong din e2ng magbass..
infact matangkad nga ang remora..
marunong din magdrums..
malupet pang magroll..

mahilig din ang remora..
sa mga kantang may bagsakan..
mga kantang jazz na may pgkareggae ang beat..
pang islamman man o pang lambingan,
asahan nio anjan ang remora basta't TUGTUGAN ang usapan..

anu ngah ba ang remora?
ang alam q kaz hindi ito isda...
sa mga cnabi q kanina..
mukhang banda and remora..
banda ba?
tama!
magkakaibgan at magkakabanda ang turingan ng remora..
kirk-lead vocals
rodney-lead guitar
josh-rhythmic guitar
arco-bass
mike-drums
khit walang talentfee 2m2g2g..
bstah may pagkain at "inumin"..
khit un na ang ipangbayad.. ok lng..
bstah may pagkain..

kaz gani2 un,, ang buhay parang pansit..
parang ganjah lng.. nkkahigh..
lalo na kung masarap... at may kaibgan kang kasama..
pero aq.. wla aqng kasama nung araw na un...
kya ngah nawala q un eh...
haii...
i cud still remember it lyk it was just yesterday..

*flashback*
*tingininginingining*
ika-lawang araw ng biyernes nung nangyari sakin ang hindi kanaisnais..
..galing lng aq s bahai ng mahal q..
tpos sumakay aq ng jip... tpos... napancn q wala ang celphone q..
tpos bumaba aq ng jip tpos pumuntah uli aq sa sakayan.. tpos hinanap q phone q,,
tpos tnanang q ang mamang nkatambay dun.. cguro xa ung taga-kolekta ng pera dun sa sakayan..

josh: boss may nakita ba kaung celphone di2?
mamang tisoy: excuse me?
josh: sabi q, may nakita ba kaung celphone d2?!
mamang tisoy: i cant understand you.. im a tourist..
josh: tanginamokanggagokangbullshit ka!
mamang tisoy: huh? are you nuts?!
josh: tangina tnatanong ka ngah ng maayos eh! anu ba gus2 mo?! away o gulo?!
mamang tisoy: i really cant understand you! i already told you! im FREAKIN TOURIST!
you A-hole!
josh: nasan ang celphone ko?!
mamang tisoy: what are you saying?!
josh: celphone ko?!
mamang tisoy: ahh! your waisting my time you fuckin LOCAL!
josh: nasan muna ang phone q?!
(mamang tisoy turned his back)
(sbay binato ni josh ang tsinelas sa ulo ng puting kapre..sabay takbo)

tpos aun... umuwi naq..
tpos pnagalitan aq ni dadi..
sabi nia antanga q daw..
tpos pumasok aq sa kwarto tpos humiga
tpos nakatulog aq tpos nanaginip aq na
hinahabol daw aq ng isang higanteng cellphone na may apat na kamay..
tpos kinain aq..
tpos nagcing aq..
tpos nagu2m aq...
tpos kumain..
tpos na2log ulit..
tpos...
tpos na.

kakagcng lng.. asan ang katabi q?
nangiwan nnmn ata.. haii nako...
wala na ang katabi q.. bka nasa banyo...
o d kya nakasabit lng sa isang poste sa kanto..
matignan ngah, kung anjan ang katabi qng mahilig mangiwan..
mangiwan sa ere..o d kya mangiwan ng ere..
parang ayaw nia q makasama.. ayaw na nia ata skin..
bkit kya?hmmm,,,
masakit!
masakit!
masakit ang aking dila!
cguro sa kakasalita..
sa kakasalita ko nainis ang katabi qng sira-ulo..
asan na xa?! iniwan nia nnmn aq!
ansangit ng puso...
ang puso ng gitara ko..
panu na q 22g2g kung wala ang inspirasyon ng instrumento,
ng instumento kong malupet
na kulay black na may guhit sa pwet...
arayarayaray..
ansakit pag wala..
pag wala ang mahal..
ang mahal mong, kala mo mahal ka rin..
pero mas mahal pa ata ang kendi na tigpipiso sakin..
mas masarap un kesa sakin...
pero ndi nmn nkkpgsalita
ndi nmn nkaka2g2g
wala nmn un nararamdaman..
un nga lng mas matamis.
mas matamis ang kending nangagaw sa mahal ko..

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..twinklewinkle little star, how i wonder what you are, up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky..... i miss her so much... i still cant stop thinking about her.. shes all i want.. and she's all i need.. why cant we be together?why?T.T









SMILE josh..
even if it hurts..

end of day 1..
ive bin stranded on this island for almost a day..
and i cant stand it... all i can eat are sand and stones..
all i can drink is saltwater...the only ones i could talk to on this island are the locals..
and they have a funny way of welcoming their visitors..
they shave ur head and give u a bath in a big pot filled with carrots and cabbages..
hmm... i thought "this must be the local hot spring".. maybe..
they treat you as if you we're "family", they feed u alot till you get fat...
and im already FULL from all those tasty fruits and veggies they gave me..
haaii.. sooner or later, ill get the hang of being a castaway.. or even might enjoy this..
just relax and have fun josh.. looks like im gonna enjoy my stay here in SKULL ISLAND..
and guess what.. the locals are throwing a fiest for me tommorow..they said its gonna be a BIIIIIG PARTY.... oh yeah!

ang relos... ang relos... ang relos.. ay mahalaga...
maraming tao ang may relos... aq nlng ang wala..
bkit kaya?... hmm.. masarap cguro magka-relos..
pero ndi eh.. mas masarap pag may nagmamahal sau..
may ganun ata aq eh.. hmm... meron ba? cguro..cguro..cgurocgurocguro..
tignan ntin...
meron ngah! pero cnu? hmmm... cnu kaya?...cnu kaya?
..cnu kaya ang nagmmahal sa katulod qng tanga? hmm..
BALIW ba xa? at minahal ang isang katulad q? q? q?
aq? aq? aq?
aq c josh flaviano..
mahilig kumanata at maggitara.
may bakang kaibgan na mabaho..
may asong kaibgang maraming mata..
may butiking kaibgan na lasinggero
may kaibgang tao na gago.,
khit cno kakaibiganin q, bsta mabait at kalog..
simple lang kaz aq.. ndi aq sikat.. wala aqng kotse..
ndi aq gwapo.. at hindi aq mayaman..
simplsimplesimplesplakatongdingdong
ano pa? ano pa?
ano pa ang masasabi ng ka2lad qng tanga?
meron ba? meron ba?
meron bang tao sa banyo?
ihing-ihi na kasi aq...
oh kay sarap umihi..
masarap umihi khit jan lang sa tabi..
pero hindi eh..
mas masarap matulog..
lalo na't may katabi ka...
katabi kang pagkain..
pangpulutan, pangsosyalan, panginuman, pangkaibgan, o pang kanto..
teka muna pagkain q ata yan..
pls lang wag mo qng agawan..
dhil pag mawala ang pagkain q..
paguuntugin q ang mga tuhod mo..
tekateka...
mabilis na ata..
ang takbo.. ang takbo..
ang pagtakbo ng cigarilyo..
cigarilyo?yosi?cigarilyo?yosi?
mas mabut pang uminom kesa patayin ang sarili..
haii nako..
nbbliw na aq..
bkit kaya?
dhil ba sau?
hmm..
anu kaya?
kelan?kelan pa?kelan pa?
kelan kaya guguho ang mundong walang kwenta?
hmmm..
matanong nga sa aso q...
sa aso qng kalbo...
teka... wag nalang kaya..
mgsasaya muna aq... bago aq mawala..
dhil kung sumabog ang mundo,
mawawala SIYA,
at kung mawala SIYA, kawawa nmn AKO..
haii nako..
tama na..
at tapos na aq...
sa wakas..
tapos narin ang ungas..
pero may sasabhin pa q..
panu yan?
ang magbasa nito..
ay sira-ulo:)

haaii.. "maraming MAS diyan"..


the truth hurts..
just lyk gettin ur tounge pierced.
*ouch*
gotta accept the fact that im not PERFECT..
im not a perfect son.. not a perfect boyfriend..
try to smile..
laugh it out..
drink it down..

next thing you know ur the happiest man in the world!

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akala q icedtea, un pala beer.. akala q reverse, un pla second gear.. akala q kasya, un pala hindi.. akala q TAMA, un pala MALI.. akala q hiphop, un pala metal.. akala q batis un pala canal.. akala q toothpaste, un pala glue.. akala q BIRDIE, un pala blue..
AKALA Q TALAGA..
haii..

"You Dont Need Anybody To Tell You Who You Are Or What You Are. You Are What You Are...."
.yan ang sabi ng idol kong si JOHN LENNON.

e2 naman ang cnabi ng isa q pang idol na c BOB MARLEY
"emancp8 yah silf frahm mental slavery"
jah bless u uncle bob..

ang sabi nman ng isa q pang idol
na c ZIGGY MARLEY ay.
"yah dont have tah smoke ti herb tah feeeeel HIGH, all yah nid is MUSIC"

ang sabi nmn ng idol qng c bamboo ay
"u talk too much MUDDAHFUCKAH hush.. u had the chance to change things, move in the direcxon of ryt, choose to set the bar.. but then yah had to pick a fyt.."

ang abi nmn ng idol qng c chito miranda ay
"bBbBoys fall inlove"

ang sabi nmn ni jason mraz, na idol q rin
"sleep all, sleep all day"

ang sabi nmn ni jay contreras ay
"ate shella, matigas na ang BANANA q"

ang sabi nmn ni raymond marasigan ay
"sunburn!"

ang sabi ni john mayer ay
"i keep on waitin *waitin*, waitin on the wold to change"

ang sabi ni pacman
"NOODLENOODLE"

ang sabi nmn ni gloria ay..
"i'am sorry"




WALA LNG
*topak*

i count the days on a notebook..
and im missing her, every single day that passes by..
THATS RIGHT.. I MISS HER..
and i miss her even more now that she's SO FAR AWAY..
conry,,
haii...

JOSH went 2 see a doctor:
doctor: whats wrong?
josh: *uugh*.. i dont know doc.. i feel upset..
doctor: have you eaten anything "BAD"?
josh: no doc.. i mean i feel different.. i feel incomplete..
doctor: hmm.. have you been in an accident? lost any body parts?
josh: no doc... dont you get me?.. i feel sad... i keep on thinkin about her...and from all dis thinking, i feel like i could go NUTS any moment.. do you have any meds i could take that could stop this?
doctor: your in the wrong place josh.. go see a PSICHIATRIST..
josh: ok doc.. thanks.. *stupid doctor.. couldnt even help me..hope ur corpse rots in HELL!*

(josh goes out the door disappointed)

hahahaha...
haii nako..
nabbaliw na aq..

T.T

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They say, Taylor was a good girl Never want to be late Complain, express ideas in her brain Working on the night shift Passing out the tickets You're gonna have to pay her, if you wanna park here Well, mommy's little dancer has quite a little secret Working on the streets now, never gonna keep it It's quite an imposition and now she's only wishing That she would have listened to the words they said Poor Taylor She just wanders around, unaffected by The winter winds yeah, and she'll pretend that She's somewhere else, so far and clear About two thousand miles from here Well, Peter Patrick pitter-patters on the window The sunny silhouette won't let him in Poor old Pete's got nothing, cause he's been falling Somehow, Sunny knows just where he's been He thinks that singing on Sunday is gonna save his soul Now that Saturday's gone Sometimes he thinks that he's on his way But I can see that his brake lights are on He just wanders around, unaffected by the Winter winds, and he'll pretend that He's somewhere else, so far and clear About two thousand miles from here Such a tough enchilada filled up with nada Givin what ya gotta give to get a dollar bill Used to be a lovely chicken times have been a tickin Now she's finger lickin to the man, with the money in his pocket flying in his rocket only stopping by on his way to a better world If Taylor finds a better world Then Taylor's gonna run way...

..BLOGBLOGBLOG..
.. a little green(minded) man told me to try out making my own blog..
he sez that aside from MUSIC, blogggging could be another output of my emotions...tsss.
i guess this so called BLOG would be my personnal DIARY( that i allow other people to read..)..
hmmm.. it sounds kinda funny... a diary that u make other people read?... what gives?
tsk.. there are just things in this wolrd that i cant understand... haii nako..
POOR josh..

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